So since I can't sleep, here I am. Updating you all on account of my absence.
I regret that I've mainly been posting to my Tumblr account only b/c I felt that it was a much quicker proactive way to get my artwork out there. I can't say it's a better alternative but I enjoy reading a frequently updated dashboard/wall post from all the people I follow. I know a ton of you that have been following me here have expressed your concerns of me being away. I'm just trying any and all means of traffic to get more notoriety. Just recently I even submitted my "Teen Ash" that I was commissioned by a follower to Masuda Junichi which is the Director of Pokemon XY Games, I wasn't sure of the outcome to the submission but again I've never talked to someone so high up in a company like that as well as Japanese! Though I did get his response, with a "Wow, great work!" attitude; I just thought he might be so impressed to want to hit that "retweet" button. Don't get me wrong I'm very appreciative that he took the time to review my work but seeing as I'm an adult and not a child just seeking appreciation posts. I haven't been able to take my talent to the next level which would be College all because my timing/financial abilities. Even though I've been hearing that sometimes a person can attain great experience being a intern, my problem is my restricted location. As much as I'd love to go in to explaining more about my reasons of not pursuing this dream, would probably result in many of you thinking that I'm just giving excuses. That's not the case at all, sorry.
Anyhow, back to my real reason of typing this journal...for an entire week now I've been dealing with Allergies so severe that I was diagnosed with Bronchitis and let me tell you, it's NOT fun. Anyone not yet experienced this crucial pain, please PLEASE try to steer clear of it. I can't sleep due to my coughing fits, which are caused by many factors but the few I can name off happen to be the top reasons; either post-nasal drip and/or G.E.R.D. "Gastroesophageal Reflux Disease". Gerd can or cannot be quite bothersome to those who get it, but for me, it seems to be doing it's absolute worse based on my unforgiving diet. I don't take care of myself like I use to or since at this point in my life I can't. Dieting/Nutritional health arrangements take money, buying the right foods and buying them often. That is a major issue in my house. Our food consumption consists of the worse fatty foods that anyone on a limited budget can afford. Why am I telling you this? For your OWN good, that's why! I want to save someone's life that considers my words of some value.
Well I feel that I've preached long enough to the point of boring you guys to death, can't blame you. I'm just SO tired that all I can think about IS these symptoms. I'm taking 6 different medications which have to be taken all different kinds of hours in the day. I'm ONLY 30 yet I feel like I'm some 60 yr old. But I leave you with my love and appreciation for you all sticking around for my future projects awaiting to be uploaded. Please be patient, since I'm apparently one right now. Yes I can still joke and be myself but I don't have a ton of energy. If your into Praying, I wouldn't hate it. More praying helps. :,) I just want to get well.
Thanks for reading.